30 Mar 2012
Neon - John Mayer
I discovered John Mayer as a guitarist first. Yes, he was a singer/songwriter too, but for me it was his acoustic style that initially caught my attention. I scoured Napster for all sorts of bootlegs of his guitar work. Some of them were live recordings, some were apparently from this album. On Napster the metadata was always screwed so it was hard to know these things.
Shortly after this he released Room for Squares, which was so overproduced compared to what I had heard from him so far that it made me sick to my stomach. It wasn’t until he redeemed himself with his next album that I was truly able to forgive and return to Room for Squares to pick out the goodies.
“Neon” is a great track to demonstrate what initially caught my ear. The riff in this song is incredibly powerful. And it comes across far stronger here than it does with the full wall of sound from Room for Squares.
When Will I - Monte Montgomery
It was definitely Dan that pointed me to Monte. We were playing a lot of guitar together, and sharing recommendations of awesome artists we came across. He said something along the lines of “OMFG, this will blow your mind”. I’ll probably never find the bootleg live recording of “When Will I” that did exactly that. I remember that it ended with a stunned silence and then someone saying “holy shit” before the recording cut out. The album recording doesn’t do hit the same highs, but it’s all I’ve got after my hard drive with all those Napster MP3s failed. And it’s still pretty damned good.
Gravel - Ani Difranco
So Jessica listened to a lot of angry female vocalists. It’s similar to how she loves books and movies where everything ends in beautiful tragedy. Later I would be exposed to many other different sides of Ani Difranco, but in the beginning it was mostly just the angry stuff.
I have two memories related to Jessica’s Ani mix tape. The first is her singing along to this song in the car, a bit too emphatically for my tastes. I mean, you really don’t want your girlfriend singing “I abhor you” in the car with lots of ambiguous pointing. Sure, it also turns into “I adore you”, but that whole love/hate blend wasn’t exactly what I was looking for.
The second memory is an argument. She’s not wearing her seatbelt, and is refusing my pleas to put one on. I now have a vested interest in her safety, and mild discomfort is not an acceptable excuse. She’s not budging, so I escalate. I take this cassette tape, her Ani mix, out of the stereo and threaten to throw it out the window if she doesn’t put her seatbelt on. She tries to call my bluff, and I chuck it. It’s lost forever.
I don’t think I’ve ever lived that one down. It was one of her favorite mixes. But I did eventually get her to start wearing her seatbelt.
I was really conflicted about what track to nominate here. I had a pretty intense reaction to “Fuel” as well. It’s this crazy rhythmic poetry… something. It’s music, but not in any conventional sense. And it’s very powerful. But in the end the image of that mix tape laying in the gravel somewhere won out.
White Ladder - David Gray
I had gotten so used to Jessica introducing me to female artists that when she first played “Babylon” by David Gray I thought it was a female vocalist. She made fun of me for quite a while after that.
We went to see him at Bumbershoot. We don’t go anymore, because it turns out all the other people at Bumbershoot are colossal pushy assholes. But I do remember that David Gray evening show fondly.
I love the B-side of this album. Basically from “Silver Lining” on there’s this lovely cohesive stretch. I don’t know why they felt the need to include a second version of “Babylon” at the end of the album, because otherwise the close would be perfect. When you can finish off with an album that has “Goodbye” in the title, you should.
Into The Mystic - Van Morrison
There’s something about this song that seems to capture the maturing relationship between Jessica and me. We were relaxing into the more serious thing we’d arrived at. I was getting along better with her parents. For some reason this song sounds like that time to me, but I can’t pinpoint any specific reason why. It’s sure a great song though.
28 Mar 2012
Top Floor, Bottom Buzzer - Morphine
I discovered Morphine through my dad, of all people. Although at pretty much the exact same time Jessica also came across it too. To this day I’m a little fuzzy on the details, but what I know is that me, my dad, and Jessica were all grooving on this at the same time. My mom couldn’t stand it, but she was outnumbered.
The entry point was The Night, and at least for me the first song was “Top Floor, Bottom Buzzer”. It was the sort of song that really worked for my dad, a real foot tapper. I remember sitting at the dining table listening to it with him and Jessica.
It’s actually really striking how perfect an introduction this was for me. It’s not an entirely representative Morphine song, but it was the right one for the journey I had been on. The beat, the organ, the horns, the nonsense lyrics, a deep earthy bass-y feel. Looking back at my path, this song had so many elements that my receptors were perfectly tuned for, waiting. And once this song hooked me, I delved into Morphine deep.
But let me tell you, there are few things as tragic as finally finding your favorite band, and then realizing that the album you hold in your hand is a posthumous release. There will never be any more Morphine, and it kills me. Their music speaks to me in a visceral way, and there’s truly nothing else out there like it.
Souvenir - Morphine
“Souvenir” didn’t hit my radar right away. But hot damn how it worked its tendrils in. The creepy piano. Minimalistic sound. Crippled drum beat. A rumbling darkness. It evokes a dark smoky bar, silent after hours. Or a black swamp. I feel like I’m moving through molasses. And then the horns start to come in, gently at first, and then in full climax. Rolling, unearthing, drudging up… something. So. Hot.
Running to Stand Still - U2
This is an odd choice to place here in the timeline. Let me explain. This was the Napster era. For music discovery, it was a beautiful revelation. Thought could become experience within a matter of moments.
But it was also an opportunity for rediscovery. Songs, ideas that I had been exposed to in the past… I now had a tool with which go back and explore them. This happened with The Joshua Tree. I’m pretty sure my brother had the album while I was still at home, but he wasn’t about to let me hang on to it after I had so thoroughly stolen Rattle and Hum. It wasn’t until the Napster era that I went back and turned those initial glimpses into a real experience. That’s when I really found and fell in love with “Running to Stand Still.” And then I bought the album.
Debra - Beck
The magic of the internet also enabled discovery of new awesome things, including this song. I had heard some Beck back when he put out Odelay, and that sound didn’t really work for me. But this song. Is. Awesome.
It’s funny. It’s groovy. It’s sexy. It made me like Beck, and really see the dynamic and capable artist he is. It takes some serious skill to pull off something like this, and he’s got it in spades. I wouldn’t start processing Beck on album level until Sea Change, but it’s this song that laid the groundwork.
26 Mar 2012
Ever So Lonely - Sheila Chandra
I feel like I’ve been saying this a lot (and will continue to): this song is huddled inside, out of the cold and rain, in bed with Jessica. It sounds scandalous, but even though it’s none of your business I feel like I need to say I’m not implying any impropriety. We just spent a lot of time in bed, cuddled up, listening to music. Let’s be fair, we still do. But those first months were a huge injection of shared musical experiences. Some were new for just me, some were new for both. In this case it was an album from her roommate Erin, so we were processing it at the same time.
It’s noteworthy how not in-line with my style this is. It’s all vocals, and there’s not a lick of rhythm to most of it. It’s more ambience than what I’d usually consider music. But it’s also incredibly beautiful.
Years later, Jessica and I were probably the only two people in the movie theater who perked up to a song in The Two Towers to wonder “Is that Sheila Chandra?”
Almost Done - Morcheeba
I remember “Friction” off of Big Calm being the first Morcheeba song Jessica played for me. But it wasn’t the one that first connected. Naturally, it was the stuff we listened to while laying around: Who Can You Trust?
Apparently the whole time we were listening to it Jessica was a little on edge. I was listening to almost strictly acoustic music at the time. Every time a track had a little record scratch she was worried that I would freak out. I didn’t. I had never heard this whole “trip-hop” thing, but it totally worked for me. Relaxed, but rhythmic? Sign me up.
“Trigger Hippie” is the catchy song that welcomes you in. “Tape Loop” then firmly carries you into a relaxed groove. But the real destination of all of this, the place you hope to elevate to, is “Almost Done”.
I just want to breathe it in and live there. It’s slow enough to leave you eagerly anticipating every next movement. This song is just so damned sexy. It’s like the song is making love to my head.
Shoulder Holster - Morcheeba
After Who Can You Trust? won me over, it was time to delve into Big Calm. The tone of was considerably more up-beat, but still ever so good. Where the previous album was down and gritty, this one immediately lifted me up with the crystal vocals of “The Sea”.
But the song that stood out for me was “Shoulder Holster”. And I couldn’t immediately put my finger on why. It was this crazy blend of all sorts of musical influences, and it totally worked in this way unlike anything I’d ever heard. Deep vocals, a heavy beat, sitar, record scratching, slide guitar… it all melded into some crazy kind of awesome.
Dishonorable mention to the title track, “Big Calm”. Pretty much every Morcheeba album had one truly awful song that never should have happened. How that became the title of the album is beyond me. Skip it, enjoy the rest.
Criminal - Fiona Apple
I had heard Fiona Apple before. I remembered seeing the video for this song on the MTVs, with her all vignetted, emaciated, and red eyed. I also remember her legendary acceptance speech. For as much as the music industry tried to treat her as some weird heroine-chic sex object, there is some serious power in that small frame. Her voice, her piano… so deep.
So I first heard this back in ‘96. I almost ended up with the album too. There was one of those CD club things where you could get a couple albums cheap if you then remembered to get out again quick. This album was barely cut from my first draft list, and I didn’t end up getting it.
Which brings us to this time with Jessica, who was smarter than me and had picked up the album. It’s basically impossible to pick a single song to represent it; the album is just too good. And it matched the chill mood that Jessica and I had together. I finally got to my chance to sink into the deep rolling tones of Tidal, and it was so good.