09 Mar 2012
I Could Be Wrong - Seven Mary Three
There is a drum kit in my basement. There isn’t normally, but today there is. That’s because there’s music brewing in the basement. Me and a collection of friends are recreating “I Could Be Wrong” to the best of our ability. Including drums. Including horns. This shit is happening.
I don’t think we did a terribly good job of covering the song. But we tried, and it was fun. I remember going through the shared guitar/horn solo with Andy. I remember that feeling of a group of people working together to co-create. For as much time as I’ve spent on music in my life, not very much of it has been spent making music with other people. That’s probably not very wise of me.
This motley crew of half-committed musicians also attempted some original works. I have a cassette case labeled with one of those recordings. Cruelly the case is empty; the tape that goes with it got lost in the shuffle. I still hope that one day I’ll stumble upon it and unlock a window into this time period.
Born on the Bayou – Creedence Clearwater Revival
In Freshman year my social studies class required a presentation on a scale that blew my middle-school mind. The teacher wanted us to talk for how long? In front of everyone? It was supposed to be about some modern nation, but I had Egypt and totally cheated by talking about pharaohs and mummification the whole time. I spent more time on the rendition of Anubis on my oversized poster than I did on planned talking points. When my presentation was over my teacher made some comment about my radio voice. I barely heard it over my relief to be finished. But it turns out he was slightly prophetic, as that I ended up being a radio DJ for my final high school years.
Okay, so it was only the local student station (KGHP). And it’s not like I was selected for my voice - I just got the gig as a hand me down from my friends Phil and Ethan after they graduated. But I had a fair amount of fun with it.
I played a selection of music that sourced from all the things you’ve read about here, but more than anything I played classic rock. And Creedence Clearwater Revival is about as classic rock as it gets. So why “Born on the Bayou”? Sure I could put on something like “Fortunate Son”, but that song’s only like two minutes long. Since I needed to manually transition every song change I found myself subconsciously preferring the longer songs that gave me more time between. Plus “Born on the Bayou” has a great groove.
Shelf In The Room - Days of the New
My dad has acquired a rental property. I’m there to see the units for the first time. For some reason there’s an odd thing in the wall that also acts as a radio. I don’t think there was a callbox, so this wall device can’t be related to that. I feel like it was a thermostat, but what’s a thermostat doing with a radio? I remember thinking this was odd, but nonetheless tuning the radio and picking up this song. The speaker sounded awful, but there was still something nice about filling the empty apartment room with some raw acoustic music.
That wasn’t the first time I had heard the band or the song, but I think it was shortly after that that I picked up the album. It was exactly the sort of thing I needed: a celebration of the acoustic guitar. There are other instruments at work here, but there’s no denying the aggressively foreground guitar. It’s got a full and varied sound that makes you question why you’d ever need to electrify and distort such a powerful instrument.
I was excited to try to learn these songs. I bought the guitar tablature, but it turned out almost every song on the album had a crazy unique tuning. That killed the ability to pick up and play songs like these in a mixed rotation. It was hugely disappointing because I had been so excited to try to learn this style. Oh well, it was still inspiring to listen to.
Paran - John Zorn
So my friend Kevin had already been this great source of music influences. This one time I was hanging out at his house and he was playing… this. It catches my attention. I got the name from him and later bought a copy of the album. It’s the most Jewish thing I own.
I believe Kevin found the album as a result of the involvement of John Medeski, one of the M’s in MMW. It’s a strange album compared to the rest of my collection. I didn’t know exactly what to make of it, other than that there was something I liked about it. And because of the purely instrumental nature it was something I could listen to alongside all sorts of things. This gave it some legs.
There’s something about this album that makes me think of Vampire: The Masquerade - Redemption, a PC game that I would be playing later in college. That association exists, but I’m not exactly sure they are things I experienced overlapping. It’s true that this album feels like a good soundtrack for the early sections of the game in Prague and Vienna, but logistically I just can’t imagine myself setting up custom background music. There’s always been a mental connection between Kevin and Vampire (both the pen and paper game and the card game), so it’s possible that my brain just connected these two things up all on its own.
#41 - Dave Matthews Band
Eventually I took a deeper look at The Dave Matthews Band. I can’t remember what song brought me in, but it’s safe to say that Crash was the album. I listened to Under the Table and Dreaming around this time too, and very much enjoyed it, but for whatever reason it didn’t manage to form concrete memories like Crash did. Crash will have more contributions to this timeline than any other album, and that’s on a list where I try hard to only pick one song per album unless absolutely necessary.
Once I discovered The Dave Matthews Band I got into them a big way. The band was capable of a diverse sound from its unique combination of instruments, which I appreciated. But something that was particularly important to me was that Matthews could actually play the guitar. Well. And it was an acoustic guitar. These were not simple three chord jams hidden behind waves of distortion. Playing along to these songs demanded that I make significant growth as a guitarist.
I can’t imagine “#41” being played by any other band. It’s a song that defies description, which is probably why it never got a name. It was most likely “Crash Into Me” that caused me to pick up the album, but it’s the complexity behind something like “#41” that caused me to delve deep into this band for years.
Although I also have a loving memory of my dad dancing around like a monkey to “Proudest Monkey”. That’s good stuff too.
07 Mar 2012
Under the Bridge - The Red Hot Chili Peppers
I put this song far later into the timeline than when I first experienced it (which would have been 1991-1992). That’s because to me it goes with a very specific memory, one which eclipsed whatever previous attachment I had for the song.
I’m on the return trip from my one and only experience ice skating. I’m riding in the back seat with a girl. I’ve been seeing more of this girl at school lately, and I’ve decided I like her. Somehow I muster the courage to sing this song to her. I’m sure it must have been along to the radio, not unprompted a capella, although over the years my voice has grown louder and the radio has grown quieter. Following this there was some head-resting-on-shoulder action. Apparently it wasn’t so terrible as to make her run away. She must have liked me, because it’s not like I can sing.
Three Marlenas - The Wallflowers
I remember a discussion about what was the best song on this album between myself, my brother, and my brother’s girlfriend Francesca. The decision made (at least by that vote) was that it was “Three Marlenas”. It’s a good song, sure, but I think perhaps my brother may have been unduly influenced by the fact that the song mentions Chevrolet; he was a bit of a fanatic back then.
I’m sure my brother only has vile things to say about her now, but I really liked my brother’s girlfriend. It was like having a big sister. She could give me advice that I very much needed.
At this moment in time I had a viable prospective love interest. A first. As in a girl that seemed to like me back, and I thought we might kiss. Which I have never done before. Oh crap!
Francesca gave me the invaluable tip to practice kissing on my hand first. This is the sort of thing you need a sister to tell you to do. I felt more than a bit silly, but it better to work out the kinks well in advance. I don’t know how awful I was, but I’m sure I would have been way worse without that advice.
Comedown - Bush
For me this is the point where we transitioned from calling it “grunge” to calling it “alternative”. I mean, this is a pretty man. How can the music made by pretty people be called “grunge”?
This was an influence from my newfound girlfriend (!) Cambria. It wasn’t a lasting impression musically, but it was nice that we could listen to the same things. I recall her not having a problem with the lead singer being a pretty man.
I had an image in my brain from the music video for this song. In my head I see a guitar cord that’s a big tube and someone aggressively thrusting a guitar towards the camera. The particular image coincides with 3:33 in the song, where the music lands after drifting away a bit and is celebrated with a masterfully singular guitar hit. It’s the powerful return to form that “Lightning Crashes” didn’t have. Anyway, I had an image in my head of what that looks like in the music video. And I just watched it again and it’s not there. Clearly I remembered the video, but in my head the details are incredibly different. The edit of the song for the video is shorter, so the same moment happens at 2:47. I don’t know when my memory drifted apart from reality. The specific image I have doesn’t occur anywhere in that video. It’s weird to have a concrete image in your head that is provably wrong.
Lucky - Seven Mary Three
This album is the greatest musical takeaway from my relationship with Cambria. After my general dissatisfaction with the previous Seven Mary Three album I hadn’t followed up on the band. I should have, because the next album, this album, is great.
Well, great-_ish_. The correct way to experience this album is to listen to the first track (“Lucky”), and then skip ahead to track 4 (“Honey Generation”), and after that move to 6 (“People Like New”) to ride out the rest of the album. I believed this so strongly that years later when I ripped the CD (digital music, crazy I know) I deleted those tracks (2, 3, and 5) entirely. Right now, as I’m writing this, I’m listening to them for the first time in at least a decade.
It’s not that those songs are the worst ever. They’re just wrong for the album. I feel like I’m repeating myself here, but the B-side of this album is the album. It has a sound, and that sound is good. That stuff at the beginning just gets in the way.
So why “Lucky”? Well, there would have been an easy way to bypass my problem entirely: always start at track 6. But I could never listen to the album without “Lucky”. That would just be wrong. I would rather tolerate the pain of having to wait for the song to end and then quickly skip ahead past the bad stuff. The song was (and is) that good.
Soldier’s Daughter - Tonic
Here we have another album brought to my attention by my first girlfriend. Shortly after hearing this song I decided I was going to attempt to learn how to play it for her. But playing it wasn’t enough, I was going to both provide guitar and vocals. This is not something I actually could (or can) do, mind you. I don’t know if it’s the guitar playing or the singing that takes more concentration, but what matters is that the combination requires more than I have. So this was a doomed desire from the outset and thus never fully materialized.
One key thing made it even possible to attempt in the first place. That thing is the internet. Yes, we have an internet now at this point in the timeline. I know this because I looked up the guitar tablature for this song on the internet. Back in ‘97 with some pre-Google search engine.
The end result of all of this is that I know the song rather well. Not well enough, of course, but well. And I still like it, because it’s a great song. I like the album as a whole, actually. It’s something I only really listened to during this time in my life, but I feel like deserves more.
04 Mar 2012
Billy Breathes - Phish
Throughout all my musical explorations over these years Phish was part of my vocabulary the whole time. It’s not something that really any one else I knew was listening to, and it’s not like Phish got much play on the radio, but I kept on listening.
The album Billy Breathes felt like a significant departure for the band. For a band known for their live performances, it was clear that this was a studio album through and through. From the first couple songs you could hear that the band was trying to create something tighter. The songs are reasonable in length, there are some lyrics that actually try, there are nice vocal harmonies, and there’s a distinct lack of meandering jams. This music was designed to be listened to in this way, recorded, not live. Which for Phish was… different.
Those first couple tracks felt more like singles, and they just don’t stand up to repeated listening as well. But the B-side of this album is solid. Can I still call it a B-side when I’m talking about the remaining 10 of 13 tracks?. It just all sounds like a B-side. It’s got a gentle consistent sound. It’s actually hard to pick out the individual songs, because everything flows together so well.
I’ve mentioned before a habit of preparing for sleep with music; finding albums that had good endings so that I could just leave them on to play me out. This was definitely one of those albums. Maybe the last one, as that the habit didn’t last beyond high school.
I was going to nominate “Prince Caspian” to represent this album in the timeline. It’s the last song on the album, and would always bring me back awake a bit (albeit in a happy gentle kind of way). But after further reflection it’s the title track, “Billy Breathes”, that really sums up the whole run for me. It’s understated, mellow, soothing, vocally compelling and musically diverse. And I love how it leads into “Swept Away”, which then is turned slightly nightmarish for “Steep”, which sets you up for the fresh breath of morning that is “Caspian”. Many albums ago Phish had tried to do a dream concept album, Rift, but Billy Breathes pulls off the same idea so much better.
Three years later I would begin dating the woman who would eventually become my wife. That first year I gave her a Christmas gift, which was a bowl I painted for her… and this album. Billy Breathes had stayed in my head space that whole time, and really felt like something that showed a key part of my musical experience.
Bubblehouse - Medeski, Martin & Wood
Remember MMW from before? Groovy organs, maybe sometimes a little crazy? Well Shack Man brought a little more of that groove out. And my friend Kevin, who introduced me to the band, was not just listening to this, he was working on emulating it. Piano was taking a bigger role in his life, and he was starting to work towards the musician/composer that he would eventually become.
I think it was a school talent show, but I can’t actually remember specifically. I just remember Kevin performing “Bubblehouse”. Which is a bit of a gimmicky song. It increases in pace until it gets to unmaintainable place. Then some random stuff happens that doesn’t really work well before it drops right back into the original riff at exactly the right speed (at 2:50, again at 3:33). It’s one of those moments where departing from center makes center more valuable. Contrast. But the cost on this contrast is slightly unbalanced, limiting my enjoyment. Still, it was much fun to see my friend frantically hammer away at those keys. I don’t know if he considers it a turning point in his life, but from my perspective it felt like it was.
I’d be remiss without mention “Dracula”. Not because it’s tied into another specific memory, but because it’s a great MMW song from this album.
Too Much - Dave Matthews Band
I’m in my bedroom, playing with LEGOs. I’m too old to be playing with LEGOs, but LEGOs are awesome, so I don’t care. I still don’t. A song comes on the radio. It sounds kind of like “Sledgehammer”. When the song is over the DJ says it’s by some band called “The Dave Matthews Band”. I remark to myself that this is a stupid name for a band. I return to my LEGOs.
That stupidly named band will become a critical part of my musical experience from late high school to early college, but at this moment they leave almost no impact whatsoever. I have the memory, but in no way did I rush out and buy the album, or even look the band up.
Disco Inferno - The Trammps
The older we got the less my brother and I hung out, but there was still overlap. Some of his friends I liked, some I didn’t. Some of them also became my friends. One of those was Ethan.
At our high school, seniors had to put together some sort of senior project as part of their graduation requirement. Ethan was interested in film making, so he decided to make a movie. More specifically, a stop-motion animated movie. I ended up being involved as the character creator and animator. The title: Timmy and the Space Creatures.
In the movie aliens come to Earth in response to receiving an “audio delight” that reached them as radio waves after traveling through space for decades. They capture a young boy and demand he produce more. There’s a dance sequence to “Disco Inferno”. Forever that song for me is hours spent in Ethan’s garage painstakingly moving small clay figures. It was a lot of work, and it was also incredibly fun.
Wake Up - Mad Season
Outside of the movie, I did get a more contemporary music reference from Ethan. I only remember two songs from the album: “Wake Up” and “River of Deceit”. Those are the first and third tracks, but I have no memory of the second. I got this as a copy from Ethan on cassette, so I think that means he actually saved me the trouble and just edited that out.
I don’t know about you, but I got pretty much no sleep in high school. The staggered transportation schedule with the other school tiers (middle and elementary) results in high school students having to get up ridiculously early. School eats up a large section of your day, and then you’ve got the remainder to find out who you are as a person. By the end of all of this it’s late and you’re exhausted.
As mentioned above, I would go asleep to music. But waking up to music can be nice too. I took the suggestion in the title “Wake Up” and for awhile I used that song as a gentle wake up progression. It starts soft and builds into something harder to ignore, making it a good fit for the sleep deprived student.
Freaks - Live
As far as I can tell, this is the last album I ever had a copy of on cassette. Yes, there were some mix tapes after this, but this was the last time I remember getting a copy of a full album on cassette.
In hearing this song I experience two concrete sensory memories of friends singing along. At 1:40 I see Mary, at 3:13 I see Andy. I think these memories are from the same sitting, but I can’t place where. But it’s startling how clear the image is.